I wish with all of my heart and soul that I had kept this blog updated. I wish that I would have better documented the last two and a half years of my life so the words that I am writing right now would have more weight.
I AM PREGNANT.
After 2 and a half years of infertility, of tears, of heartache and depression.. Sleepless nights and feelings of worthlessness…. I can say I am pregnant.
I am 20 weeks along as of Yesterday with the most squirmiest little girl.
We are naming her Molly.
My husband late one night when we first began dating told me that he wanted a little girl named Molly to take fishing and teach her all kinds of things. Since then, Molly has been a dream of both of ours that we honestly thought that would never come true.
I feel so blessed and humbled to be carrying this child. Being pregnant has changed my life, and has brought me so much peace.
I pray everyday for good health for this sweet little thing in my belly.
I beg anyone struggling with infertility to keep looking, and dont give up because it can happen, and if its completely not an option for you.. Adoption is amazing. So many babies out there who need homes and mommies to hold them and love them.
Im so thankful and hope for continued good health for my little nugget and for me as well.
I hope to keep updating this though, this completely changes the blog. Which i guess had no theme or readers anyways!